Well As I was looking back at my other post and thinking about where our life have taken us recently I have felt a little self pity... No Wacey and I are NOT getting divorced (even thought I can see how it looked with Wacey In Oregon and me here), and yes Wacey just drove into Utah with a Penske truck with all of our stuff (I did intend on going back to Oregon after Christmas). I did not hate Oregon, I really think I could have gotten used to it in different circumstances... I loved our Ward and I meet some really good friends, Addey and Reece really loved Dance and Gymnastics, and I was learning a lot about myself and how to drive in the city (thank you Garmin). But there were also things that just did not work in our favor... Like not getting paid, Kinda a big thing when you move for a job. (See I think I had reasons for not enjoying Oregon quite as much as I should have)
Self Pity, oh I had a lot of that and I still find myself drowning in it some times when I am trying to figure out why it felt like going to Oregon was the right thing to do and what is next for us. But then I think about what happened in the few months we have been gone and even though I still have no idea why things happen the way they do, I am content. Seeing Wacey drive up after being gone for 2 weeks, well I think I am the happiest person today. I have my husband and my girls so what else can you ask for?? (Well maybe a job that will pay)
And NO we do not need donations. Sorry No pictures but all our stuff is still in the penske truck until we figure out our lives. I guess we thought we had our life all figured out but now we know our Journey is just beginning...
